UPDATE Friday night

it is almost shift change and we will be getting a new nurse. JB is doing wonderful. The doctors are impressed that he is doing so well. He has pretty much slept all day. He is on pain meds and not much more. He asked me if he could sit up and play something. Then he wanted to play hungry hungry hippos with G-ma Lou. He was not happy to know that we didn't have that game. (we played it for hours last night.) He does know what is going on. He keeps waking up and saying OWIE!!! I just keep my hands next to him or let him know I am here. He amazes me. He is so strong willed and a fighter. I don't know how he does it. I am so greatful for this miracle of a boy. I know Christ was giving me a challenge and I hope I met it. Oh ya, I only have cried twice so far.... last night and just after I saw him today. It brought back some bad memories



Random Thoughts of a Mother:

( this is why I couldn't sleep last night)

• I should of taken family pictures.


• I hope nothing bad happens


• what will I do without him


• oh I wonder how C is doing at tim's house


• wow those nurses are noisy, don't they know I am trying to sleep


• why did I get mad at JB today


• Why didn't I take JB's picture


• Oh I hope he doesnt' miss alot of school.


• I wonder how he will do


• How is MK doing


• I am not going to cry


• this hospital bed sucks


• I am going to start making everyday count for JB


• I am not going to get mad as much

Oh how much I love him and I will miss him if he goes.

I laid awake for an hour thinking all these. I couldn't help it. I probably thought more but I don't remember. I wish I could reach inn and take all the pain away.