So I went in for my 36 week appointment today... I was major sick and not feeling very good. I have caught a nasty stomach bug from somewhere. I was up all night again with it and contracting like crazy.
Anyways, the good news is that I am actually dialating. I am at 2cm and 75 % thinned. Which means nothing to some and alot to me. I was told that with MK and had her 4 days after. So there is light at the end of my tunnel. I am hoping to have her sooner and not just sit at a 2 for the rest of my pregnancy. I was glad to hear. I told Brett, that we better get our butts in gear this weekend and be ready. Just in case. The funny part is last night me & brett were talking and I said to him..." I am going to go in and she is going to tell me I am at a 2 and 75 % effaced." Who would of known I would of hit it on the dot. I know my lasy blog I was all crazy and upset. But, tonight I am feeling better, I am excited to meet this little one and be done.
On the other hand do you ever get a sense of dislike or annoyance from people? (that they don't like you or they are annoyed with you) I do and I am always wrapped up in what I have said or done to offend that person. It drives me crazy. I am the type that starts thinking that what I say or do bothers them so I shut myself off. Then others ask me what is wrong. I don't know.. I just don't want to be the one that others are not wanting to be around, or they dread seeing me coming. I am just not good with that kind of stuff. what do you do in that situation?
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I hope your baby comes soon!
I often feel the same way, like people don't like me, and then I wonder what I've said or done.
But I try to remember that there are two explanations: either they really don't like me, or I'm just imagining that they don't like me. Either way, I should try to be nice. So I try to put it out of my mind and just be nice.
But, if I know someone doesn't like me and repeatedly isn't nice to me, then I try to keep myself away from that person so I don't get hurt anymore. If I have to be around them, I still try to be nice, but I'm certainly not going to set myself up to be hurt anymore.
Wow! I'm just rambling. I hope you're doing good, Molly.
Hi Molly. I found your blog on Becky's blog. I saw pictures of your new baby girl on facebook. She is adorable. I think you are really sweet! I'm glad I get to live by you. I feel the same way that you described often. I try to do what Bryanna does. The only real thing you can do is continue to be you and to try to be nice, which to me you have been doing. :) Hope you are feeling well after having your baby. Please let me know if I can help in anyway. :)
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