An Apology

So, I have been sitting here reading some blogs and I have come to the realization that I need to apologize to some people. I am not going to name them and they may never read this. But, it may make me feel better for how horrible of a person I am. I use to be a nice person, hold everything back, not voice my opinion, and just do everything nice. Then I grew up and became a monster. I am going all the way back to my college life. I was a mean mean person to some of my roommates, people around me, and to some very close friends. I am sorry for the way I treated you. How mean I was to you. Sorry for some of the things I said to you. Now between then and now I have had some bad experiences with co-workers and family members. I am sorry. I am sorry for not showing up to work, for treating you like I was better. To my family members, I am sorry for not treating you very well. For being the snotty little sister I was.(well, I am still that snotty little sister. but I am trying to be nicer.) Now I come to this point in my life. I can't believe myself some of the time. I am so opinionated that I completely hurt peoples feelings. I don't think before I act or speak. I am sorry to those I offend with my thoughts, words and actions. As I sat here last night wallowing in my own poor me state. I had a friend with a hurt foot struggling to clean her house. I had heard her cry for help and I didn't help her. I am so so sorry. I need to improve my listening skills and my friendship skills. I know there have been many other opportunities that I have missed helping out a friend or a loved one. I am sorry to those that I have done this to. Sometimes I think I need someone to tell me how I really am. I try to be friends with everyone. This is a lesson I need to teach myself. To be more like Christ. So to all of you I AM SORRY!!!!