Wednesday, September 14, 2011

so much to think about......

So I am in turmoil..... I don't know what to do or where to go. Our life is crazy. Brett has graduated with his masters which is wonderful. But, now we have to start a new chapter in our lives. What are we doing, where are we going, what is going to happen to us. I am scared, nervous, excited, and a little happy.
We will be leaving our little home, little village and heading out in the real big world. We found a place in Midvale. Which is not where I wanted to be. I was thinking that we would be in Utah county or closer to home. I am ready to be home or in a smaller town. That is not in this chapter and I know this will be a good chapter. I just always imagined us raising our family in a small town and we would live in the same house for the rest of our lives. Our great grand kids would visit us there. Just like our parents, grandparents, and great-grandparents did.
Alas, this is where we are. We will be in the city for at least another year, Brett will be looking for a better job, and the kids will be making new friends. It will be OK.
I am ready to jump in and make it the best for my family.
MY FAMILY.....
That is the most important thing. I need to get our life in order and make it a happy home and more centered around the lord. He has given us so much and I need to return so much to him. I need to go to bed because I am getting all sad and depressed. I will write a happier post next time. molly

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I am a mom of 3 wonderful kids that keep me going. I have a wonderful husband that provides for us and is willing to commute to work for me so I can live in a small town. I love being a mom. I am ready for anything. OH.... I am not very good at blogging. Sorry